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~divinshki:icondivinshki:
weeeee up mood. :XD:
Wed Nov 18, 2009, 3:19 PM
~Pezarin:iconPezarin:
Would you pay to see me riding you? ;D
Mon Nov 2, 2009, 5:56 PM
=Superspud:iconSuperspud:
Ponies riding ponies. Now THERE's something I'd pay to see!
Wed Oct 21, 2009, 11:26 AM
~nahbios:iconnahbios:
Oh, and in an innocent way, of course. ^_^'
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 3:27 PM
~nahbios:iconnahbios:
How about PONIES RIDING PONIES?!?!
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 3:26 PM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
IdoIdoIdo. But I like horses more. :XD:
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 12:03 PM
~Tokiofan123:iconTokiofan123:
I like Red Pandas riding ponies!
Sun Oct 18, 2009, 9:01 AM
~nahbios:iconnahbios:
*raises fist in air*
Fri Oct 9, 2009, 3:04 PM
=Superspud:iconSuperspud:
Hands up who likes ponies!!
Wed Oct 7, 2009, 8:51 AM
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Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein...
Tue Sep 29, 2009, 4:27 PM

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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 2:34 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: 'I'm going slightly mad' - Queen
Journal title

To say that I don't know what happened to me would be a lie. I'll tell you what happened.
Puberty.
That's what.
When I hit 14, all of my problems and illnesses and whatever suddenly appeared.
My personality took a swing in the opposite direction.
Ten years later, this is what's left.
A moody bastard of a person who takes her rage out on anything and anyone that gets close.
That's why I try to avoid getting close to people. Because I know that I'll just screw them over.
And why not.
Six billion people on the planet. What law is there to say that I can't possibly be the worst of them all?
There are no laws to bind us, but the ones we lay down ourselves.
I never once told myself that I would be the best.
I never once told myself I would never be the worst.
I'm constantly questioning everything I do.
Am I doing the right thing?
Is it right of me to follow those that I follow?
Is it right of me to lead those that I lead?
Am I doing the right thing.
The answer is always the same:
There is no answer.
I straddle the line between moral Nihilism and existential Nihilism.
The options for answer:
There is no answer.
There is no law but that which we make for ourselves.
There is no such concept of good.
There is no such concept of bad.
I don’t know how much simpler I could make it.
When I was born, my parents chose not to give me a religion because they wanted me to choose for myself.
If they found out what direction I’ve gone in, they wouldn’t be surprised.
But they’d also be disappointed, I feel.
To find their daughter has chosen the path of darkness, questioning humanity as a philosopher would, rather than believing something completely unfounded in reality that it almost seems like a fairytale.
What do I believe in?
I believe in a faulty mankind. A race of people who have built themselves on unfounded beliefs. A self-righteous race of self-absorbed self-controlled and self-limiting life forms.
What is there to stop us from getting what we want out of life?
A set of overcomplicated instructions, laws, and ‘morals’.
What is morality?
Morality is a concept created to intentionally keep people on track with authority.
And authority is power.
The only real power there is in this world.

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  • Interests: Medicine - Music - Languages - Art
  • Favourite band or musician: Rammstein - Nine Inch Nails - Queen
  • Favourite game: The early Sonic games
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS and ye olde Sega Mega Drive
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Personal Quote: This is an outrage!!

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:iconiagoothello:
dude! Thank you for the watch!!!

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Only two things are infinite. The Universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the former.
- Albert Einstine

"...STRIKE as thou did'st at Caesar! For I know, that when thou hate'st him most, thou love'st him better then ever thou love'st Cassio."
:iconsuperspud:
Most welcome!

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I'm English, and as such, I crave disappointment. That's why I buy Kinder Surprise.
:iconiagoothello:
:D

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Only two things are infinite. The Universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the former.
- Albert Einstine

"...STRIKE as thou did'st at Caesar! For I know, that when thou hate'st him most, thou love'st him better then ever thou love'st Cassio."
:iconno-soap-was-harmed:
:star: twinkle twinkle :star:

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I taught myself everything I know.
I don't know anything.
:iconmoyashi-chan:
Thanks for the fave! :iconbigheartplz:

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There are times when the darkness engulfs me and I see no hope...no light. Then I am alone until someone eventually shows up.
:iconiagoothello:
Thanks for the fav, seriously means a lot to me :glomp:

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Only two things are infinite. The Universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the former.
- Albert Einstine

"...STRIKE as thou did'st at Caesar! For I know, that when thou hate'st him most, thou love'st him better then ever thou love'st Cassio."
:iconjemmeh:
I just bro-fisted you.

HUZZAH

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:iconsuperspud:
FUCK YEAH!

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I'm English, and as such, I crave disappointment. That's why I buy Kinder Surprise.
:icongadgetsmith:
What's inside YOUR chocolate Egg?

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No longer Homeless & Unemployed!
... No Longer Myself... No longer Free... [link] ~:Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ:~
:iconsuperspud:
I beg your pardon?

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I'm English, and as such, I crave disappointment. That's why I buy Kinder Surprise.

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